I'm Alone, But It's Okay

Verse 1:
All this while,
I've been looking for that something
To make my life complete
Just when I thought I've found it,
You left with no say
Hanging on to nothing

Now being blinded by love
With doors locked tight
I go where I think

Chorus:
Things seem appeasing
Though it doesn't last
So as long as I'm happy
Even when it's only temporary

Verse 2:
These repetitive phases
made me sick wanting
Til I've turned away from that world

Now being blinded by love
With doors locked tight
I go where I think

(Chorus)

Bridge:
I don't need you now
I'm alone, but it's okay

(Chorus)

Too Easy

Verse 1:
It isn't easy to find the answers
To questions I didn't dare ask
No it isn't easy
To search for a place in your heart for me
And only to find none

So, baby, I'll take my leave
And I won't take no chances
Cos that's what you believe;
That I should know where my place is

Chorus:
Then you may spend your nights
Thinking what went wrong
Have your regrets sing every song
You may search for my face in the crowd below
And maybe you'll realize that I've let you go

Verse 2:
It's not always easy
To erase those thoughts of you
If everything I think about keeps leading back to you
No, it's not always easy
To find some comfort in the dark,
When the only comfort I keep dreaming about
Is right there in your arms

Still baby, I took my leave
And I took no more chances
Cos if that's what you believe
Then what's left to be spoken

(Chorus)

Bridge:
Time will never rewind
And neither will we start again
For a cut always heal
But it's the scars that remain

(Chorus)

Paranormal Swift

So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for the night
And I'd go back to December all the time...

Taylor Swift in Singapore! Woohoo!
We didn't go, of course. But I heard it was a blast.

I admit it. Taylor CAN sing. Only that her voice is lower, but in tune. We might be covering this song. We'll see. Can't wait for the performance on the 20th of February. Those of you who have heard of us or just wanna come down, please do. We need all the support we can get. And gain a little fan base. Haha!

My phone died. Again. Geez! They're so dumb. It's okay, I'll deal with them later in the morning. It was hard to contact anyone. In the meantime, contact me through Facebook or Twitter. (:

09.02.2011:

We thought of meeting, so I texted Nina but she have to do some project thingy with her friends till 6pm. While waiting for her, I went home first to grab my guitar and do some other stuff. At around 3-4pm, as I was watching TV, I heard this loud flapping sound next to me followed by this blue fiery ball. What my heck?! That fire ball zoomed into my room. I don't think that's normal at all.

The color wasn't this light. It was a little darker. Like durh, I was shocked! All the hair on my body was standing and couldn't stand anymore. The second I turned, my ring burnt my finger! That will be another, "What the phuck?!" Exactly!

I quickly took off my ring and threw it. It went right under the bed. Yes, Mors. This is creepy shit! Even I'm scared too. Aniways, I'll start a story that doesn't have paranormal sheeze in it. Nina and I met at the interchange around 7.30pm. Sorry to keep you waiting, Nina. I whipped out my guitar and we composed a new song. Yay! Nina got to write another song whilst awaiting for my arrival. Haha.

We rehearsed 'Try'. It was the rock version. We liked it. Nad came after to listen to our little performance. It's unbelievable when she said that she's a FAN of our band. Never in my entire life being friends with her that I've ever heard her say she's a "fan". Wow! That's huge. I think she's more towards the groupie side. LOL!

It's interesting how a song going out for a woman from another woman can be felt by a woman for a man. No, you don't understand? It means that our songs are 'versatile'. Everyone from any gender, sexual orientation, race or religion can listen to it and cry. Haha! Ignore the last two.

After rehearsing, we went to eat at 10pm. Uhhuh, that's right. 10pm. We got ourselves some Anana's. Nad doesn't like KFC and, Nina and I didn't wanna eat McDicks. Burger King is too ex. That's how we eliminate food places. Haha.

We talked a little but moved over to McDicks to get a breather, and we continued talking there. About the ring thingy, Nina felt it was a sign for me not to wear it. DANGER! I shall not wear it then coz it's triggering something I don't wanna see. Jeng-jeng-jeng.

PLEASE LET ME LET GO! ):

Roaming A-Rone

This is the way I am
No one said you had to like it
This is the way I jam
I won't hide it...

What's up with the random picture?
I, Fae, am now working at Sentosa. Looks fabulous huh..? Yeah.
Can't complain much.

07.02.2011:

Nina was planning to go for the interview at Vivo City but she canceled coz she had some demographics to do. Next week then. So after school, I went over to my friend's place to kill time waiting for Mors to reach Tampines MRT station. He wanted to cut his hair.

We reached the salon at about 7pm but it was closed. Chinese New Year! We forgot about the holidays for the Chinese thingy. It will be opened on the 8th, the next day. Too bad Mors. You have to cut your fluffy hair some other day.

On the way to Paris, meeting up with Nina, I was telling a story about my miserable work life. It was really a "pissing-me-off" story. If you have heard it, you would agree too. But I don't blame anybody except for one. Uh-oh. Story stops there.

While we were busy talking about I-don't-know-what, we heard "Phantom of the Opera". Darn it! It made me feel sad. Weird? I think so. I miss going back and watching the live band. We all miss them. Maybe one day... Nina watched the old videos of Shagies and it made her cry. Awww.. Just imagine if she were to be there. I shall bring a towel, okay? Hahaha!

News on G!

The chalet dates have been changed to March instead because Mr. Ithnin didn't get the chalet. But I have given another form to him for March. I hope that this time we could get it. BUT! It's at Costa Sands. It's kinda creepy there, I know. Well, it's three nights if I'm not wrong, for $24. Nadh couldn't make it at the beginning of March since she has some school trip so I've written 18th - 21st.

"Woman! You have graduated. What school trip?!"

EMBARRASHING SHIT!

Whose The Hell Is Lewin?!

And I will take you in my arms
And hold you right where you belong
Till the day my life is through
This I promise you...

29.01.2011

Nina, Mors, Nad and I had a 'girls' night out. We were awake the whole night, except for Mors. Randomly, we would plan a night out for us to share little bits of stories that eventually will make us cry. Mors doesn't care about that anymore. In his head right now is money!

Nad really needed a night out after the break-up and all. It was hard for her. So we decided to make this one for her. She never had a night out like this, especially with us. This is her first time.

Mors arrived at Nina's place without texting me. That dude! He hid behind the couch and I swore I didn't notice him. Might be because he was big as the couch. Haha! Just kidding. We thought of bringing the guitar down but it was drizzling quite heavily. No, no. Not rain. Drizzle. I was super hungry at that moment so I brought otak-otak. Yumz! Nina didn't wanna try it. It was really good. *whispers* I think she knows that I dropped some poison in it... LOL!

I tuned Nina's brother's guitar to rehearse some of our songs while waiting for Nad to reach Paris. We were considering of covering 'Just Tonight' by The Pretty Reckless. And Nina's guitar is perfect for that sound. Her guitar had this "cranky" sound that it put off the whole song. Hmmm...

We made our way to White Sands at around 7pm, meeting Nad at KFC. Hungry! I wasn't. I had my otak-otak before. Mors, Nina and Nad bought their food. We spent about one and a half hours in there, talking and laughing. You should know us by now. We can't live without laughing for a day. Haha!

There was a Chinese lady that sat right in front of us. She was okay-looking but damn! Her armpit hair went right out of her sleeves. I saw it but the rest couldn't see it or don't wanna see it. Geez! It was long!

This is the fastest way for you to destroy a modeling career. Haha! The woman's armpit hair wasn't this bad. Nad went on about this Indonesian guy who has been texting her even though he has a girlfriend. He customized a shirt for her with HIS name at the front and her name at the back. Who's gonna wear that?! Apparently, it's Nad. She collected the shirt coz she doesn't want the shop owner to keep calling her. We suggested not to take it. It's a waste of time and energy. What the hey.

Once we were done, we sat at McDonald's. The usual spot. Where else do we go right? We have no lives! Haha. There were too much stories being shared that I forgot what we talked about. Mors filmed me while I was happily eating my apples and caramel. Slurp! I look stupid, I know. But it was delicious.

A few laughter later, we saw Nat's ex-boyfie. That scumbag! Suddenly, Nina started giving off heat. By that I mean anger. Mors and I felt the negative energy. Whoah! Intense. I was perspiring like hell while Mors' stomach was in pain. We are empaths now. Uhhuh! Weird much?

A few minutes later, Mors went to sleep and we started our "talk". Nad was the one who cried quite a lot. Emotional, I must say. At 4am, Julie came by to have a little chat. Afterward, we continued on with our "talk" again. All the songs that were played hits hard. Damn! How do they know?!

It's okay. We're fine now. We waited for Mors to wake up from his sleep. Such a grandfather! We ate our McDick's breakfast. Yay! It has been a while since we got it aniways. Mors bought Nasi Lemak. We could see that he was really hungry. Nad asked him a question, he didn't even look at Nad when he answered. He was more concerned about his egg. Haha!

Oh by the way, Lewin is my brother's friend. Lewin Cheng. He has really small eyes. Even smaller than Nad's. And inside that "slit" lies a pair of chameleon eyes. Haha! Okay, I'm sorry.

SIAPA NAK TELUR! (: