Mind Eff-ed

What to do with this love that I'm in?
I have given you all of my soul
Hang on to me tight, and a rose in the wind
Will be with you wherever you go...

A beautiful Indonesian woman who is now staying in France.
She's French! Go Anggun!

31.03.2011;

Woke up from sleep at Nina's crib around 1plus in the afternoon. We fell asleep around 7 to 7.30am okay.. Don't judge us! Haha. Nina was still asleep. Played with her cat for a while, washed up and went on a guitar searching rampage. It wasn't really a rampage. I was bored and I didn't dare to on the television. I wouldn't know if suddenly Nina just appeared out of nowhere asking me to off the television. That's creepy.

Found the guitar in the room and started strumming away. The sound quality of the guitar wasn't what we wanted. It doesn't have the Queery Fools' element to it. It sounded more like the guitars played by the Mats under the block. Very crispy kinda sound. Yucks!

Spent some more time lazing around the house, watching The Fairly Oddparents till 5pm. Nina went to take a bath... And I continued rolling around the bed. We had to leave to run some errands at White Sands before heading to my place to do some music brainstorming.

I love how our newest song has a "rock" feel to it. Like Breaking Benjamin and Hinder; sad and rock. It won't suit my voice of course, but it can definitely fit Nina's voice. We audio recorded some of our previous songs. Did a little touch-ups here and there, addition and cancellation of words, and chords for the bridge. Darn! We hate the bridge. Bridge is the part where your message is really brought across to the audience so that they could feel the emotions. Umph!

We should make more "rock-ish" sounding songs. That will be fun to sing. Nina has this fierce thang going on and with this kinda songs, it shows a different side of Queery Fools' music. It'll be far from what we used to do. This reminded me of Kate Nauta from Transporter 2. She's the armed and dangerous bitch.

Look at how scary-psychopathic-fierce-looking she is. She's hot actually. Started modeling since 15 and now she's 28. At the end of the post, I'll put up a video and maybe by then, you will get what I mean. Different.

Nad reached my place at 10pm. We talked about our "Series of Unfortunate Events". It's sad really. Explained to her about my unreasonable job situation. I'm considering on taking another job. Job that doesn't involve screwed up management. PISSED! Aniways, we were thinking of going to Play today, which is Saturday. Had to cancel because Mors has to work night shift. Scheite!

THOUGHTS BY ANGGUN

"I was born in a Muslim country. I am Muslim.
But I'm very concerned that my country is becoming backward in this way.
Because Islam is known as a tolerant religion.
I don't support countries that frustrate the young generation."

BREAK THE SILENCE WITH A HI! (:

So Much For Setting The Floor On Fire

If you go hard you gotta get on the floor
If you're a party freak then step on the floor
If you're an animal then tear up the floor
Break a sweet on the floor
Yeah we work on the floor...

That is one hot mama right there!

26.03.2011;

Nina, Mors and Safia went to Play. I'm so jealous. It was kinda last minute. I didn't get any messages coz my phone couldn't receive any calls or texts. Nina reached me through Twitter. I really wanted to go but I have no idea what to wear. Plus, I'm lazy! Haha. What?! A girl can't be lazy on a Saturday night..?

Nina went after she ended work. Reached there at about 1am. The party was still ON! No warm-ups, just on. Haha. It was Gay Night. There weren't any hot ladies to hit on, so I've heard. Mostly 'Chubsters'. I'm so screwed for saying this. Chillax, I'm a chubster too. Used to. Teehee.

Not so sure how they ended the night but Safia had some tongue action and, Nina and Mors had drinks offered by straight guys. The irony... Straight guys hitting on girls in a gay club. Hello.. the girls may not even be straight.

30.03.2011:

On this glorious night! Nina, Mors and I wanted to try our luck partying on Ladies Night. Free for ladies of course. Every Wednesdays and some clubs on Thursdays. We were already hyped up to get on the dance floor until we reached St. James Powerhouse. We were refused in! WTF! The bouncer didn't even checked our identification cards. He wouldn't explain the reason. Son of a holy fuck! To cut the story short....

Plan A: St. James Powerhouse
Plan B: Azzura Beach Club
Plan C: Play
Plan D: Rebel
Plan E: Le Noir
Plan F: Le Baroque
Plan G: MCDICK'S!

Tell me who wouldn't be pissed. Six plans and it's either no entry, empty or CLOSED! Except for the last plan, which is McDonald's. We asked Quorra about it and yes, that night we weren't fated to dance. Haha. Should have danced in McDick's itself. Bam tagged along with us. At least she got to drink at Le Noir. We have to bring her out to party with us the next time. She was fun to be with especially when she's tipsy.

After Powerhouse waiting for Bam's reply

In Sentosa, on the way to Azzura Beach Club

Queuing up to get into Rebel

We feel that our luck really wasn't on our side. Sheesh! We still couldn't find any valid reason on why some of the clubs were closed. Especially PLAY. It was Lesbian Night.

We sat at McDonald's from 2.45am all the way to 5plus. Waited for our "Break-Donald's". Bam was perspiring and feeling crazily dizzy. Durh! That woman was tipsy. She looked effin' pink. Haha! But, I have to say that we had so much fun walking around Singapore. It would have been better if we danced that night.

Thought of taking the first train but Bam wanted to grab a cab and Nina's toe was blisterizing. We shared a cab to Simei then Paris. Mors alighted with Bam while I crashed at Nina's crib. It was all gooooddddd...

TOMORROW WILL BE A BETTER NIGHT! (:

Remedy of the Broken Souls

Hey Juliana
Will you give it up and come to me?
Cause everything's gonna be alright
Time to be a little be more dangerous
Cause this is all about tonight...

Can't believe this band no longer existed.
Love their music.
Miss you Acceptance!

22.03.2011;

Finally! A day where I could bring my guitar and we could jam. The usual place - Paris Interchange. Met up with Nina at the CPF building in front of KFC. I was with Nelly while waiting for her. We had quite a good laugh when I asked Nina to buy me a G-string. I know what you people are thinking...

Her reply was,

"Whaaaat?!"

And then it went to,

"What size..? LOL!"

Geez! I felt like smacking her face but... it was funny. In the first place, why would I even ask her to buy me a G-string? Of course it was for the guitar. Tsktsktsk. The three of us took a breather before heading our separate ways.

Dragged the guitar from Tampines all the way to Paris. Very convenient, I suppose. Sat at the back of the interchange, jammed a little, waited for Nat and Nad to arrive. We thought of recording but it got dark. Gosh darn it!

Mors came later. Wasn't really in a good mood. Saw a few of his Facebook statuses but didn't really quite understood what he was referring to. At first I thought we were being irritating. You know, it's that feeling when you're down and all your other friends are happy, you just feel like punching their fats outta their face. Yeah!

Found out that he was sad about a dude at work. So we combined the three of our lovers' names and it became "Juliana". Nat actually believed that Mors was feeling tired after waking up from his beautiful sleep. With us, there's no hiding. When you're sad, you're sad. Don't give us that tired or sleepy crap. Just pour it out to us babe. Don't be afraid....!

Look at the girl on the left, Nat. She has pretty much fallen head over heels in love with her boyfriend and still is doubting him. I have nothing to say about that. I can see the difference in their faces. The girl on the right, Nad, is wondering whether her best friend is falling for her. NOT ME! I know I'm her bestfriend but the one I'm talking about is a guy. She's straight and I don't fall for friends. Haha.

After Nat left to visit her granddad, Mors started talking. It's about time boy! And mostly, we don't have much time even though we kinda meet almost every day. Haha. Our stories can never end. If we ever run out of things to talk about... That will be a sign that we are no longer friends.

We felt sad for Mors because the guy he's crushing on is acting weirdly in front of him. No more Bubbly Brian. Quorra was there to help. Mors didn't wanna know the answer but Nad and I wanted to know. She texted to us the answers and we were like, "I see..." Poker face mode switched on. While Mors was pouring his heart and soul, Nina and I were being irritating. Playing a tune and blasting out some music. Music that didn't even fit the situation. Hehe.

We came up with a few reasons why he was acting that way. Nad was giving some ideas but Nina went on to give different ones. If I were him, I'd be confused. You have to understand. These ideas are coming from two different sexual orientated people - straight and gay. Whatever the case maybe, listen to what Nina said. It's her forte; giving love advices. We call her Dr. Ninakh for a reason.

Aniways, I would like to dedicate this video to my dear Gees.
We are only freaking 20 years old and we've gone through so much.
Rather than think of us as 20, think of us as "The G Word 2.0" LOL!

THE QWAN SUEEN! (:

Just Do It

Jolene, Jolene, Jolene, Jolene
Your smile is like a breath of spring
Your voice is soft like summer rain...

I swear to God it's really hard to find a decent picture of Dolly.
Too much surgery woman!

21.03.2011:

The night before, Nina told me that she will be free the whole day for Monday. I won't be going to work coz I have revision. Yeah, I wrote that for the previous post. Just a reminder. Teehee.

Nina came over to my place at about 6pm. She said she'll be arriving at 5pm but she didn't. Haha. It's normal for either one of us to be late. By an hour or an hour and a half, at most. I remembered that year where we actually waited for Mors' friends to reach East Coast. Waited from 9am all the way to 3pm. Imagine that!

Anyways, I just got home from fetching my sister from school and Nina was walking slowly to the door. Right timing. She was pissed! Jeng-jeng-jeng... Her woman didn't give a reply. Or wait, did she? One way or another, it wasn't what she was expecting. No wonder Quorra dislike her. Look what she's doing to our Dr. Ninakh. Haha!

Watched a little Spongebob Squarepants before heading out to jam under the void deck. It was raining quite heavily but we still have our ways to get to our final destination. Don't worry. We didn't use any magic. There were a lot of shelters. Hehe. Singaporeans like us always want shelters, everywhere. Let me tell you a secret... We are afraid of the rain... LOL!

Okay, cut it out. So... We took a little breather and proceeded on to making some hot music. We thought of recording our songs but the guitar had only five strings. Apparently, the G-string was gone. Woots! Haha. Plus, Mors wasn't there. We talked for a bit about lots of stuff. The "taking a step back" advice is still on going. Couldn't help but to check the phone most of the time. Sheesh!

SEA-BYE! (:

Concrete Expect

'Cause something's changed
You've been acting so strange
And it's taking its toll on me
It's safe to say that I'm ready to let you leave...

20.03.2011:

We had a meet-up. By we, I mean Fae, Nina and Mors. But sadly, Mors couldn't make it coz he had some other plans. It's kinda sad right..? I know. Ended work at 8pm. We were suppose to meet at 9pm but I went out from Sentosa at 9pm. Had to count some cha-chings. I arrived at 9.45pm close to 10pm. Oh what the hey, I still made it, didn't I? Haha.

Anyways, we talked and talked. Long story, short, we talked the whole night. A little laughter this time coz it was a heart to heart talk. Whoah! I'll repeat.

WOMEN ARE THORNS IN OUR ARSE!

Period. They give us the hardest time. Nina's woman is... Dumb... And mine is... Actually they're both dumb ass-es. And such cowards. Gosh! Really vented like it's no one's business.

We played with Quorra. Some question and answer session. We discovered some hidden 'excuses' behind one of these two. Nope, not reasons. EXCUSES! LOL! What did they do to deserve this? I have no idea.

Just imagine two years, TWO YEARS, of waiting. And I had three months. They are like wild horses. We play nice with them, they'll be fine but when we say/do the wrong things, they'll run. Mine is more towards the wild boar side coz she sleeps the whole day through. Haha!

I asked Nina if I should ask her out again but after we found out the answer, Dr. Ninakh advised me to take a step back. Nina was really considering whether to ask her woman out to the movies. Knowing her, when she starts considering means she will do it. Her woman's 'soon' is the same as my woman's 'one day'. If you're not gonna go out, then don't give us false hope. Can't blame them. They ARE women after all. Only the opposite species will tend to be straightforward.

We sat at White Sands McDick's till about 2-3am. Awesome! I didn't wanna go home actually but I had to coz there was revision class the next day.

ONE TONG OF OATS! (: