After three months...

I'm all out of faith, this is how I feel
I'm cold and I am shamed lying naked on the floor
Illusion never changed into something real
I'm wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn...

This song has been stuck in my head ever since Mors kept singing it every time we sang our song.

YES! I know, I know. It's been three months. Are we missed? I guess not. Anyways, a lot has happened. And I really mean A LOT. Duh.. What do you expect from The G Word, right? There will always be happenings in our lives. NON-STOP.

A few weeks ago... Was it a few weeks ago? Never mind, I forgot. Mors P-O-P-ed. It's actually a passing out parade for his batch. I have no idea how to even start to explain what is POP. It has something to do with him marching in, forward and out. Hahaha.. That sounded about as wrong as I could make it to be. Well, coming from Fae.. Tsktsktsk.

See what I mean now? No. Okay, forget it. So after the whole "passing out" thingy was done, we went for the reception which according to Nadh, they served Nasi Lemak. Niceee. I didn't know they will be serving that for the Guest-of-Honor. LOL! Yes, back to the exciting part! We got to surprise Nina. Finally! Our wish came true. *wait 5 seconds* Or maybe it's just mine. Hahahaha...

The whole process was exhausting, especially when you're the organizer. Sheesh! This woman can really make your heart jump out. You wanna know what happened..? Of course.

Nadh, Nat, Mors and I planned her birthday surprise at the very last minute. It was like three to four days before. Mors and I planned it on MSN whereas with the rest, it was on Facebook. We were really lucky because Nenek actually replied. Hahaha.. Good job. So we planned everything out nicely and it was settled.. Until SHE had to ruin it! NINA! We were suppose to buy the cake on the day itself when all of a sudden, she told me she will be roaming around Tampines. WHAT?! WHY?!

Plan changed. Nadh went to buy the cake the day before. Cake plan done, a few more plans to go. On the day of Mors' POP, Nadh brought a huge-ass bag to put the cake. In the train, this girl had to touch the bag here and there. Keep your hands to yourself, woman. Hahaha. That was fine, but my mouth happened. I couldn't shut it. I had to say that Nadh has a nice/new camera. *smacks head*

Guess what? She wants to see it. Nadh started to give me the look. Ooops. My bad. So yeah. Troublesome much? Yup! But it was all worth it. We had an awesome time. Oh, before I forget, we got to snap a few pictures with Mors' and his hat. Not any kind of hat, a police hat. Cool huh..?

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY, NINA! (:

...Nadhirah also known as Nenek...

Born on: 08th July 1991
Hobbies: Sunset walks on the beach, knitting & playing chess

...Karimah Amanina also known as Nina...

Born on: 06th December 1991
Hobbies: Reading, Writing, Tron-ing, Olivia Wilde-ing

》 Youngest member of The G Word
》 Member of the Queery Fools

...Siti Natashah also known as Nat...

Born on: 12th October 1991
Hobbies: Outdoor sports, dance, music & poetry

...Morsyid also known as Mors...

Born on: 04th May 1991
Hobbies: Singing

》 Member of the Queery Fools

...Faezah also known as Fae...

Born on: 23rd February 1991
Hobbies: Playing the guitar & singing

》 Oldest member of The G Word
》 Member of the Queery Fools

Queery Fools - Try

This Is How It Feels

Verse 1:
You've found someone,
You've moved on, and I'm still all alone
Why do I know this feeling so well?
I'm going through the motions again.

I'm crying on the inside, trying to force out a smile
I wish you all the best; tell you I'm happy for you
And believe me I am trying to be

Chorus:
So this is how it feels like to have a broken heart
This is how it feels like to be left out in the dark
You're in love, and it's not with me
What am I to do, I'm only human can't you see?
And now I know that it's really over
So this is how it feels

Verse 2:
I can't think, I can't feel
I can't even believe this is real
I want to run and never come back
I want to fly so high you won't get to see me cry

I find myself gasping for air that isn't there
I'm holding to nothing
These empty spaces they're haunting me
Am I strong enough to let you go?

(Chorus)

Bridge:
Is this how it feels like when your heart stops beating;
When you can no longer feel yourself breathing?
Is this how it feels like to fall into the darkness;
To feel numb, and yet still feel the pain?

So this is how it feels like to have a broken heart
This is how it feels like to be left out in the dark
You're in love, and it's not with me
What am I to do, I'm only human can't you see?
I know now that it's really over..

Shadow In The Sun

Verse 1:
I said there's nothing going on
Still claimed you were my friend
But here I see you telling me
A different story

I stood up for your rights
But you had your back turned on me
Today I stand here alone

How could you do this to me?

Chorus:
I thought it's gonna be alright
But who will you come back to
When it just doesn't last
For only some times I was welcomed

You're a shadow in the Sun

Verse 2:
I'm not to blame if your world
Turns to black
I was wrong for calling you a friend

Call me bitter
I don't care
I felt so used and fooled

How could you do this to me?

(Chorus)

Bridge:
You thought it was a game
Of what's real and what's not
So with you lays the blame

(Chorus)

I'm not to blame if your world
Turns to black...

Queery Fools - Here I Am

The Nenek of All Aminals

AWESOME BBQ

Fae's Walrus 'Mating Call'

Queery Fools - This Is How It Feels (raw)

Queery Fools - Try (Clear Version)

Queery Fools - Shadow in the Sun (Clear Version)

The G Word - Thanks For Nothing (raw)

Au - If Only You Knew (raw #3)

Fae - If Only You Knew (raw #2)

Fae - If Only You Knew (Raw #1)

The G Word - Here I Am (raw)

The G Word - Here I Am (Clear Version)

Us Laughing at Yanee's Performance

Morsyid the Cricket Killer

The G Word - Lovelorn (Clear Version)

The G Word - Lovelorn (Jamming Studio)

The G Word - Lovelorn (raw)

V I D E O S
Lovelorn
Here I Am
Never Again

Here I Am - by Queery Fools

Try - by Queery Fools

This Is How It Feels - by Queery Fools

Making of 'Let Me Let Go' - COMING SOON!

T R A C K L I S T I N G S
Lovelorn (raw)
Lovelorn (Clear Version)
Lovelorn (Jamming Studio)

Here I Am (raw)
Here I Am (Clear Version)

Shadow in the Sun (Clear Version) - by Queery Fools

Try (Clear Version) - by Queery Fools

This Is How It Feels (raw) - by Queery Fools

A D D I T I O N A L S
If Only You Knew (raw #1) - by Fae
If Only You Knew (raw #2) - by Fae
If Only You Knew (raw #3) - by Au

Thanks For Nothing (raw)

L Y R I C S
1. Lovelorn
2. Never Again
3. Here I Am
4. Shadow In The Sun
5. Try
6. This Is How It Feels
7. Let Me Let Go
8. Too Easy
9. I'm Alone, But It's Okay
10. Isn't Me

Try

Verse 1:
I can see the pain in your eyes
You hide it from the world behind
Those walls you've built
It's time to break them down

I know that I'm no hero
But I can promise this much
I'll be here when your walls come down

Chorus:
Cry if you want to, love
Don't carry the world on your shoulders
Let me in and tell me why
Help me understand
I want to save you, let me try..

Verse 2:
I see through the smile you fake
And I know that you are hurting inside
Don't turn me away

I know that I'm no hero
But I can promise this much
I'll be here when your walls come down

(Chorus)

Bridge:
Even Superman needs a helping hand
Lower your defenses
And learn to trust again

(Chorus)