After three months...

I'm all out of faith, this is how I feel
I'm cold and I am shamed lying naked on the floor
Illusion never changed into something real
I'm wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn...

This song has been stuck in my head ever since Mors kept singing it every time we sang our song.

YES! I know, I know. It's been three months. Are we missed? I guess not. Anyways, a lot has happened. And I really mean A LOT. Duh.. What do you expect from The G Word, right? There will always be happenings in our lives. NON-STOP.

A few weeks ago... Was it a few weeks ago? Never mind, I forgot. Mors P-O-P-ed. It's actually a passing out parade for his batch. I have no idea how to even start to explain what is POP. It has something to do with him marching in, forward and out. Hahaha.. That sounded about as wrong as I could make it to be. Well, coming from Fae.. Tsktsktsk.

See what I mean now? No. Okay, forget it. So after the whole "passing out" thingy was done, we went for the reception which according to Nadh, they served Nasi Lemak. Niceee. I didn't know they will be serving that for the Guest-of-Honor. LOL! Yes, back to the exciting part! We got to surprise Nina. Finally! Our wish came true. *wait 5 seconds* Or maybe it's just mine. Hahahaha...

The whole process was exhausting, especially when you're the organizer. Sheesh! This woman can really make your heart jump out. You wanna know what happened..? Of course.

Nadh, Nat, Mors and I planned her birthday surprise at the very last minute. It was like three to four days before. Mors and I planned it on MSN whereas with the rest, it was on Facebook. We were really lucky because Nenek actually replied. Hahaha.. Good job. So we planned everything out nicely and it was settled.. Until SHE had to ruin it! NINA! We were suppose to buy the cake on the day itself when all of a sudden, she told me she will be roaming around Tampines. WHAT?! WHY?!

Plan changed. Nadh went to buy the cake the day before. Cake plan done, a few more plans to go. On the day of Mors' POP, Nadh brought a huge-ass bag to put the cake. In the train, this girl had to touch the bag here and there. Keep your hands to yourself, woman. Hahaha. That was fine, but my mouth happened. I couldn't shut it. I had to say that Nadh has a nice/new camera. *smacks head*

Guess what? She wants to see it. Nadh started to give me the look. Ooops. My bad. So yeah. Troublesome much? Yup! But it was all worth it. We had an awesome time. Oh, before I forget, we got to snap a few pictures with Mors' and his hat. Not any kind of hat, a police hat. Cool huh..?

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY, NINA! (:

...Nadhirah also known as Nenek...

Born on: 08th July 1991
Hobbies: Sunset walks on the beach, knitting & playing chess

...Karimah Amanina also known as Nina...

Born on: 06th December 1991
Hobbies: Reading, Writing, Tron-ing, Olivia Wilde-ing

》 Youngest member of The G Word
》 Member of the Queery Fools

...Siti Natashah also known as Nat...

Born on: 12th October 1991
Hobbies: Outdoor sports, dance, music & poetry

...Morsyid also known as Mors...

Born on: 04th May 1991
Hobbies: Singing

》 Member of the Queery Fools

...Faezah also known as Fae...

Born on: 23rd February 1991
Hobbies: Playing the guitar & singing

》 Oldest member of The G Word
》 Member of the Queery Fools

Queery Fools - Try

This Is How It Feels

Verse 1:
You've found someone,
You've moved on, and I'm still all alone
Why do I know this feeling so well?
I'm going through the motions again.

I'm crying on the inside, trying to force out a smile
I wish you all the best; tell you I'm happy for you
And believe me I am trying to be

Chorus:
So this is how it feels like to have a broken heart
This is how it feels like to be left out in the dark
You're in love, and it's not with me
What am I to do, I'm only human can't you see?
And now I know that it's really over
So this is how it feels

Verse 2:
I can't think, I can't feel
I can't even believe this is real
I want to run and never come back
I want to fly so high you won't get to see me cry

I find myself gasping for air that isn't there
I'm holding to nothing
These empty spaces they're haunting me
Am I strong enough to let you go?

(Chorus)

Bridge:
Is this how it feels like when your heart stops beating;
When you can no longer feel yourself breathing?
Is this how it feels like to fall into the darkness;
To feel numb, and yet still feel the pain?

So this is how it feels like to have a broken heart
This is how it feels like to be left out in the dark
You're in love, and it's not with me
What am I to do, I'm only human can't you see?
I know now that it's really over..

Shadow In The Sun

Verse 1:
I said there's nothing going on
Still claimed you were my friend
But here I see you telling me
A different story

I stood up for your rights
But you had your back turned on me
Today I stand here alone

How could you do this to me?

Chorus:
I thought it's gonna be alright
But who will you come back to
When it just doesn't last
For only some times I was welcomed

You're a shadow in the Sun

Verse 2:
I'm not to blame if your world
Turns to black
I was wrong for calling you a friend

Call me bitter
I don't care
I felt so used and fooled

How could you do this to me?

(Chorus)

Bridge:
You thought it was a game
Of what's real and what's not
So with you lays the blame

(Chorus)

I'm not to blame if your world
Turns to black...

Queery Fools - Here I Am

The Nenek of All Aminals

AWESOME BBQ

Fae's Walrus 'Mating Call'

Queery Fools - This Is How It Feels (raw)

Queery Fools - Try (Clear Version)

Queery Fools - Shadow in the Sun (Clear Version)

The G Word - Thanks For Nothing (raw)

Au - If Only You Knew (raw #3)

Fae - If Only You Knew (raw #2)

Fae - If Only You Knew (Raw #1)

The G Word - Here I Am (raw)

The G Word - Here I Am (Clear Version)

Us Laughing at Yanee's Performance

Morsyid the Cricket Killer

The G Word - Lovelorn (Clear Version)

The G Word - Lovelorn (Jamming Studio)

The G Word - Lovelorn (raw)

V I D E O S
Lovelorn
Here I Am
Never Again

Here I Am - by Queery Fools

Try - by Queery Fools

This Is How It Feels - by Queery Fools

Making of 'Let Me Let Go' - COMING SOON!

T R A C K L I S T I N G S
Lovelorn (raw)
Lovelorn (Clear Version)
Lovelorn (Jamming Studio)

Here I Am (raw)
Here I Am (Clear Version)

Shadow in the Sun (Clear Version) - by Queery Fools

Try (Clear Version) - by Queery Fools

This Is How It Feels (raw) - by Queery Fools

A D D I T I O N A L S
If Only You Knew (raw #1) - by Fae
If Only You Knew (raw #2) - by Fae
If Only You Knew (raw #3) - by Au

Thanks For Nothing (raw)

L Y R I C S
1. Lovelorn
2. Never Again
3. Here I Am
4. Shadow In The Sun
5. Try
6. This Is How It Feels
7. Let Me Let Go
8. Too Easy
9. I'm Alone, But It's Okay
10. Isn't Me

Try

Verse 1:
I can see the pain in your eyes
You hide it from the world behind
Those walls you've built
It's time to break them down

I know that I'm no hero
But I can promise this much
I'll be here when your walls come down

Chorus:
Cry if you want to, love
Don't carry the world on your shoulders
Let me in and tell me why
Help me understand
I want to save you, let me try..

Verse 2:
I see through the smile you fake
And I know that you are hurting inside
Don't turn me away

I know that I'm no hero
But I can promise this much
I'll be here when your walls come down

(Chorus)

Bridge:
Even Superman needs a helping hand
Lower your defenses
And learn to trust again

(Chorus)

FLY-erworks!

Deep in my heart I just know
Right from the start, we will grow
Look where we are, we've come so far
And there's still a long, long way to...

*waving our lighters in the air*

Aren't we patriotic? Well, we ARE Singaporeans after all. Okay enough with the speech! Let's get on with the story.

Today, we went to town! Yay! What's so fun about that...? Nothing, just telling. Hehe. There was the National Day preview at Padang. We didn't know at first. I was waiting for Nina to arrive at City Hall when I realized there were lots of barricades and policemen. No no.. They were not tall, dark and handsome. They were OLD! *jeng jeng jeng*

After Nina came, we took a breather at the parapet when this OLD policeman started to usher us off because apparently we were blocking the "way". Yeah right.. So we shifted. Not far. Just a few meters away. Haha. We waited for Mors. Gosh! Waiting for him was like waiting for snow to fall in Singapore. See what I did there? Jokes concerning the country. HAHAHAHA!! Stop it Fae.

Our purpose going to town was to watch the fireworks but our plan went down the Singapore River, *stops to laugh*, because we were busy eating. We thought of sitting in the open area where we can get to see the fireworks. There were too many people. We figured they sat there due to the same reason we have. We don't blame them. Typical Singaporeans... *smiles*

What else were you expecting right, other than an artistic picture of FOOD by Mors..? Hahaha.. We sat inside instead, enjoying the yummy-ness. A few minutes into our food, we heard booming sounds. Dagnabbit! Was that an earthquake?! Nah.. It was just the fireworks. They started without us. Boohoo... At that point, almost everyone in the banquet were running outside trying to snap pictures. What the... In Malay terms, 'Jakon'. HAHAHA!

After we were done, we headed down to sit near the Esplanade. Such a beautiful sight. LOVE IT! We were expecting Mors' friend. Oops, forgot his name. He is a 'her'... It's complicated. Forget it. I shall not try to explain it. Just look at the picture.

See what I mean..? Hard to explain. Anyways, he's nice. Wait, she? Ah whatever! We spent the whole night by the bay. Snapped some disgusting pictures. No surprise there. Do you wanna see them?? I guess not. I shall keep it in the gallery and make this post a decent one. View it at your own risk, away from the public's eye. Haha.

As usual, at around 11plus, we walked back to the train station. Snapped more pictures there. Still, GROSS! Hahahah... Sorry.

THE LESSER THE FLIES, THE MORE THE FUN! (:

Lawatan ke Ladang Zaiton

23rd July 2010:
A day of hell of a laughter!

It started out pretty bad because Mors wanted to go clubbing with his buddies while Nina and I had planned to go shisha-ing. So we thought that Mors wouldn't be coming and left only with the two of us. But we still went with the plan.

At about 7pm, Mors decided to tag along. Yipee! He wouldn't have the heart to abandon us. Chey... MCM PHM! We reached our destination at around 7.30pm. Went upstairs to take a breather and did a little story-telling. Literally 'story-telling'. It's this new TV show called 'Pretty Little Liars'. It's effin' interesting and I'm still have yet to watch it. I need to find time!

For those who haven't watched yet, please do:

Right after Mors reached, we walked straight to THE place. According to Nina, it's nice and YUP!

It is.

"Hey Fae, where is that place?!"

It's Nabins. Doesn't it look more like Mabius instead. Nina told me about how she saw it as Mabius. I thought it was only her but if you were to look carefully, it does. The shisha is cheap. But the food, hmmm... I can say that it is expensive. Well, the freakin' place looked like a restaurant. Of course the food would be expensive.

The ambience was nice. We sat on top instead of below because they only let the people upstairs have shisha. Downstairs are for romantic dinners, business and stuff that does not have shisha in the picture. Haha! That was just a big guess.

The place was so comfortable. There were cushions everywhere. Smart Nina went to sit on the 'pillows' instead of putting it aside first. Nanti ada bisul macam mana..? LOL! While waiting for the food to arrive, we snapped a bajillion pictures. Mors bought a new camera!!

Mors took some pictures, Nina took some and I.. I took none. Apparently, I couldn't bring my camera anywhere nowadays since my attachment in Jurong Island. Sheesh!

When our food came, we started to menjamu selera. And the laughter began. I swear I felt like kicking Mors because he made me laugh so hard until I couldn't eat anymore. The joke of the day was about ZAITON! Hahahahaha! Zaiton is the Malay translation of Olive. There were so many jokes about Zaiton that I won't be putting up here. Like duh!

Sampai besok pun tak habis! If you wanna know and feel the excitement, come join us. Haha! I think I have done this twice now - promoting ourselves in public. Oopss.. Hehe. You are welcome to join us because the people we invited, MOST OF THE TIME, didn't turn up or gave some excuse not to turn up! LOL! Bukan marah, seronok.

There was a performance put up by this hot babe. We were just staring at her instead of watching her dance. She has nice assets for a Chinese lady. *give me a moment* Hahaha.. I'm not horny okay! Just stating the fact that she's hot and she can dance. She can be as hot as the sun but we would still make fun of her. That's the way we roll.

We slacked for a few hours shisha-ing our miseries away. What a feeling! Now, this reminded me of the moment we had on the way home in the train. I have no idea what we were talking about but it came to a point whereby we were talking about Mrs Menon. It's nothing bad, really. It's just this.

Cute huh??

Mors said that her hair have been maintained since the day we got in and left Siglap. We once saw that her hair was like this even when we weren't in the school yet. WOW! How did she do it?? Hair spray??

That's what Ms. Jamie Lee said during C'est La Vie, with confidence. In conclusion, she's a healthy woman. Haha! Seriously.

ZAITON NO. 5! COME TO THE FRONT PLEASE! (:

The Party Didn't Start Even We've Squeezed In

So we back in the club
Get that bodies rockin' from side to side...

16th July 2010:

Woohoo! We went partying babe!

There weren't any hot guys, or even girls, I must say. Pfft. But Nina saw a mixed-blooded woman that looks kinda hot. Haha.

I met Nina after work. She had a rough day; went to the zoo with the kids and all. NIGHTMARE! Mors wanted us to meet earlier at the very last minute when Nina haven't even siap yet. We were hungry so before we went out of the house, we ate. Haha! Sempat.

Dropped down at Tanah Merah, waited for Mors to arrive so we can board the train together. And... You know what we always do in the train..

Goodness.. Look at my face! Slim body but then, my hair looks like Frances Yip. WTF! According to Nina that is. Haha. We reached a little early, actually a lot. So we went to get our chops first. Took a breather while walking to Vivo to grab a bite. Okay, maybe 'a bite' is an understatement. We grabbed a meal. That's more like it.

We sat at Burger King to eat even when we've already eaten. We were hungry! Haha. The fun didn't stop there. We took some pictures to add some laughter while we were eating.

LOL!!

The first picture; Nina and I looked so makcik. The second; Mors was concentrating trying to cut his sundae. Hmmm... I didn't know that you need fork and spoon to eat a sundae pie. Haha!

We left at around 11.30pm. Walked slowly to Powerhouse thinking that the dance floor had started but nooooo... It didn't even start at all. The three of us were standing around the podium waiting for the right music. Ooh, before I forget, we saw our long lost secondary school mate, Wan Ting. It's good to see her again.

What was I talking about just now?? Yes, the song did not start even after one and a half hours have passed. Geez! Boring! We forced ourselves to be on the podium because of two reasons. One, we get fresh air and it's cooling. Second, we can scan everyone from on top of the podium. Hehe.

After dancing for about 2 hours, we got some drinks. Since Mors is not a student anymore, he had to pay cover charge. Every cover charge, two free drinks. Yeah! Mors got his cranberry juice, and Nina and I got Red Bull. We don't drink! Alcohol I mean.

The both of us went down the podium, and guess what?? Nina got sexually harassed! Eww.. Disgusting Indian dude. But then again, he is Indian so can't blame him. It's in his genes. I have no idea what's that supposed to mean. Haha.

Got our drink, sat at the stairs. We chilled for a while before dancing again. It's tiring okay! We had to take a break. Haha. The day ended normally. The song stopped around 3.45pm, we walked out and took a breather. Mors slept peacefully in the front seat of the cab. Hish, that dude. Sleep only...

It started drizzling when we alighted. It got a lot heavier when we sat at Anana's Cafe. Our hair were all standing because of the cold weather. It was killing us slowly. Mors continued sleeping after eating his cookie whereas Nina was trying to make herself feel warm and cozy...

We headed home around 7am. Talked and talked non-stop when Mors was happily sleeping and drooling away.

HAIL HAIL SPIT N DROOL! (:

After 6 months...

Don't need reason, don't need rhyme
Ain't nothing I would rather do
Going down, party time
My friends are gonna be there too...

10th July 2010:

Nina's mum invited me along to Le Baroque with her and her friends. Awww.. Thank you. She missed the Shagies. Me too! Actually, Abang Globe. HAHA! Not him, him. It's him playing the guitar moment. If you get my drift.

So, I'm supposed to meet them in front of Le Baroque at 10pm but apparently, when I reached, they just got into a cab from PaRis. How nice.. I waited for quite a while outside, looking at hot girls walking to and fro. *dreams* Okay, snap out of it! Hehehe...

I sat down and I saw the other band members coming in; the drummer, the bassist and Abang Globe! Yay! Alas, he didn't recognize me. He just stared at me for some time and went in. I felt so sad. Boohoo..

A few minutes later, Nina and company arrived. Like FINALLY! I was falling asleep out there, literally. We went in and got a seat at the front. Woohoo! Abang Globe smiled at me! He said he didn't recognize me without my glasses. No wonder he just stood at the doorway, squinting. Hmmm..

We sat down and they've just finished their second song in the first set. They were awesome, as always. After the first set ended, Olynn went down to talk to us. It's been so long! Wirda, Kak Kai's friend, was there too. She's funny! Love her!

Look! A 'burok' picture! They are not GONGZ but they know what to do when there's GONGZ. Hahaha... MCM PHM!

Nina and I went out to take a breather. Wirda and Kak Kai went to McD because Wirda was really hungry. Nina told me that she was stuffing twiggies into her mouth in the cab on the way here. Cute or what? Mors didn't come along to see The Shagies because he doesn't like bars, or watching live bands. He said that it makes him sleep. Unless there's some special occasion, then he'll be there. For example, Halloween Night.

While we were outside snapping some pictures, a dude came over and 'self invited' himself to the camera. Creeeepyyy... In my head, all I was thinking was he wanted to run away with the camera. Well, he have that potential 'camera-stealer' face. Haha.. I don't even know if there's such a term.

He gave up taking our picture because he thought that the camera was spoilt. Phew! That's a sign. Change to a new camera. Hahahah...

Wirda and Kak Kai came back. We snapped some pictures and went in after that. Nina's mum requested for 'She's Gone' and her friend requested for 'I'm Yours'.

Both of the songs were sung. Yipee! 'She's Gone' was... indescribable. Absolutely phenomenal. Goosebumps everywhere. Yanee, you do the best cover ever! Once the second set was done, Olynn, Yanee and Abang Globe went down to talk to us. Group photo!

A lot of bull and crap happened. Funny ones I mean. Kak Kai start sniffing Olynn and was really amazed by her armpit. Goodness.. Nina's mum was teasing me with Abang Globe. Why..?? What did I do wrong..?? Hahahaha... Nina and Olynn joined in the fun and played along. WTH! You people are mean.

Nina and Olynn started talking with Nina's mum. All three of them were like some makcik talking about supplement and what not. Haha. While they were being makciks, Wirda and Kak Kai were bullying me. They made faces and poked me. I felt like an object, not knowing what to do.

In the third set, a whole lot of teasing were happening on stage. I have no idea where to put my face. So embarrassing! It went on till the very end. Errgh..

Nina's mum went home with Kak Kai. Wirda and the rest had went home earlier. Left Nina and I. We wanted to watch the soccer game, so we hung out with Olynn and her gang. haha. They saw our burok-ness and we saw theirs. Cool isn't it? Behind the scenes of a musician.. And of course, us.

All I can say is, "What a night!"

After the soccer match, Olynn sent us home. Awww... so sweet. We were kinda worried too because we could see that Olynn was tired. Making an appearance now is MAK JAH! She would say, "Buat susah-susah ajer..." HAHAHAHAH!!

SHE SAID 'TE AMO', THEN SHE PUT HER HAND AROUND MY WAIST! (: